of the whole damn malarkey.
( no one can ever listen, especially those uk born whom engage in soul 'work' and tell you.. they have)
" i am so so much better off the last two years, after 7 years previously living in a gorgeous ancient 300yr old ruin.. so sublime. such exyraordinary 'juju' or even syncredent..... however literally Rachman built on a swamp, no damp course, it had turned me and all my possessions into part mould...so this is ten times beter a life! :-)."
The casual assumer would have no simply no idea how small-space zen flow organised i am....
once the condensation season begineth, everything so carefully kept in ( 20 year so well looked after, still resilient) plastic folders etc... no item ever dropped or under any physical pressure so it may break as i nomadate ..
but
the breakings! i laugh
new keyboard so carefully looked after several years packed away....
at ladt kairis time in the park at Gwerk one near petfect... july afternoon
the toughest fix of many a year.
really complicated to get old keypad out and changed with new one ( £20)
but its lasted all of 4 months . drspite purest careful zen..
i can fix nearly anything ... but theres a limit, where it just turns into endless absurdist poetry in motion... and breaks
people are easier being all stuff now is more than fake: designed to break ..
this is do funny ( vid.. up another day)
All i needed 2 years ago was an atchin tan like this...
( starter broken..run it down the hill)
if only had i known... then
but then
you have earn in fiery hearths of hardest steel and stabbin
actual
zen
( which is twinned with 'bulletproof')
