There's me thinkin....
( theres only one song for her, even if she is his songl" ird" ...aunty thesis..)
Her hair is still ...red
( Loitering.... " i like her.... that moment, her falling off her clog.... its one of my few " human" memories near nine months, this fetid Essex sexless swamp.......
but there is no way in this universe and McGilchrists other brain one that she can say anything that will distract me from keeping this poetical last post bouncin around in my head like a perfect .... final curtain")
And damn her...
she went and
".... he is even coming around for lunch... why im in a rush..... we had love once...and when i started to let him back in
under armed guard of my crazed " bird" deathstare...
i noticed my [ 9 year old] ...changed.... so much for the better..and...
" well i uze him for his fixin the sink
him for me for the odd bit of lunch..n tea"
" .. well... you know you impressed me first dance ..our eyes met
but this is real life now...
if you can do
what almost none can even if they preach Mermeration ... outdoors....indoors tgeyre only acid nation...
please... write a clog dance about it as ... art must be of some use.... and you know you are at least bulletproof, reignig queen as we stand in the rains .. in that hardest ever real life dance ...to the death... death and hate or rebirth
for her you both birthed, once in love...
and indeed... prove what i was pondering earlier..."
and i fucking forgot my cast iron bed of a fixed short burst of last words, to epilogue 3 hrs of em from dawn
****,
rewind
an hour.tjoughtbubble, but now burst.
to a sick people
unable to know the poignant poetry
in epilogue
yes poetical, not finished yet
a people more
possessed by the perfect hitech
epipen
over poetical real life epilogue
she just proved yes fuckit they are
or can Be
better than 5 years of the meat n two veg.
In her case
errata, their: 'you tell him, simonclayton2020.com
says well fuckin done "
But me
mine
epilogue
In fact from 05.55 exactement
Its SIMPLE
A birthday present, to Be
All very well, words are enpty, even rather good ones.
But quite rightly
" bodily"
that poem verse i once sent
many years in my head as best intent
But i always felt just a bit
fraud,not entirely 'feeling' it
By 0900
today, last ever time at number 2
One honderd percent
Grow old along with me
The best is yet, to Be....
Every feeling - knowing my whole body rather well,
and every ebb and flow, feeling 'younger'; feeling even weary ( not for years)
I can honestly say that i did not 100% believe that poetical '
"best" can truly Be.
Fact of me.
Until ...finished, this morning
All the thoughts thoughtfully, years long pondered... patiently ...
time awaited.
When there was an epilogue. Even if ....
Well....
it... is better than a made up Bobsong
Even if theres only one, for her
Augolast
The wettest mizzoday
The den ( she confirmed) ... of thieves,
uktraMerms all around- as on the stage she clogged around
I mean talk about supercharged sexuality.. but shes, like, dancin...
just for me...
( a look behind, did confirm.. 'what me!?'
... but i cant even put one foot afront t'other...in anything like artful tango harmony,
why she pick on me...)
i go for a pee
in performative compost potty
And returnin'
as she laid there, prone
fell off err cloggy throne
" i just kept lookin at her face so white, i didnt know what to think"
copyright
even if... you wont know, in paradise 2020 Meany Management inc
let it all out you go...for free
anyway i was there i need no 'rememberence of things past' or second sight into any future
ff
todunchtime as shes droppin it all around..
"first of all at that clatter the air ambulace gotta come pick y'up.... just as i was at peak mesmereyes .. you 'n eye.... now your bleedin wonky car 'larm... frig you dont half find ways to get all the attention.... now i gotta pick up your scattered lunch ... my my you're all of a flusteration.... but thanks for conformation... even you walkin out one of their Stepford men musucal gatherations..... remember what i told you tell ...im"
" ... aww gotta go late now gotta stick their roast on...
"i will see you sooon... i hope i do....."
The village beauty,
Bob woulda rit an actually even better best ever ditty
had ee not beem stuck with poshtart pussy cats, kitties... compared to the actual one you wouldv blown a fuse
as she
put the pot on err
late night, after show, cooker
sex on " i still have a lump on my" legs
never says things like that to me
Ever.
And of course, an even better 'moment" ... to leave
forever.
Which is indeed more than epilogue
to an epilogue
About .... time to quit,
man child Peterson... could never instruct what childs of anu nation
may benefit hearing, in just a few steps....
... np turnin around... now
i am
ready
when life simply could not
really
Be
better
Is when you are gone
But ...how interesting
as the shithead culture vulture henpecked
gatekeepers of art
compile their lists
diversity tarts
the 100 best romantic movies" sure has recoloured itself... into a rather different hue
But years i never saw it anywhere
as if disappeared under the arrestcrazed hedge
hog stair
( stare!.. i postix play)
But seems all
along one they cannot prize the jaws off it
rotweiler little fucker of
a film of
real
authnticity
for by far the Dirtiest Dancer ive ever seen makin eyes at me
from the film bout get err in the club
and work out lunch place sittin'
later
but takes two to
actually
dance
in a grown up manner
...first
