Thursday 28 March 2024

Lotteritis #2

 ...i may have to endure a lost shopping aisle of Teletubbies tottering on the brink of *


well....only one person, December 2022 said " its as if all that looking down into their silly devices, hunched shoulders.... 


have Be gun to unevolve, bodily..."


next one in  your...sequence above...not mine mine are always straightback eyes up.... has droopy shoulders, looking down.....  i have 100s of photos of this...one day

as i had seen this myself  3 or 4 years earlier, love at first hearage, in my ear...


no point... i guess the unevolution had got to hertoo....


... but i know manners, and attempted accurate spelling, maketh " human"

whatever class or creed


but i live so absurdly 'on the hoof' every day i never make time to check, lottery has two ts.... 

stopnow... even this morn, dawn: stop... meander to cheapfood, go collect old bike cleft in the bushes by The Bar.   

All winter

Then retreat forever...no point chatting with anyone ever ( Lippy was even given the 12 quid  booklet... as peace offering ....i am so horrid i even left the price on... deliberately....  even if twas given to me by the superb writer for free... well if she aint answering a fine neutral habdwritten, compliment... bollocks to em all....  they must Be a hollogram as the Bea brainwashed into Be leaving, as its hard WORK to act as if it may not Be....  abd talk to babes about hairdye, blokes about b.o. too... the science says it makes 99% of women secretly randy.... and the 1% shes the one who actually doth Be leaves 'christ' is daddy cos she really really got lost ..anyway NO more interviews, chats, Be leaving in anyone...just get detypoing and fixing that warped post a week back [ says Roma do not have any metaphysical words... ] ... and i go and have 3 new great encounters....STOP!!!!  )



* ( as discussed with the Chret 5 days my junior this morn ... "we knew a simple line of the rules of Be ing 'human'.." .. all others forgot them...not us)



anyway Lotteritis video segment complimenting,  all a big mess, edit soon....


i decided in January, i syop 20 June 2024

exactly 20 years on from meeting and utterly Be ing only  loving...to


The first Merm-o-fake


Just Like Odysseyus or was it Agamemnon.... 

fucked up the rong un by a Trogan

Nag....

and as all culture is based on Homer's 20 year bicycle ride,  blueprint

I keep to the rules....


The last chapter is not imagined ..yet....  cos anything can happen in life, always...even to me 22 years ago, by then the most self knowing, utterly  self regulated, totally content and 100% knowing how to live all of life exactly to a perfect ultimately successful, zenny, thoughtful wise, single parent ...blueprint... quietly, privately...always successfully

Until i learned, via life Be ing something that happens while you are busy BEing other, excellent... totally rational,  plans.... 


everything i knew from years of studying the ' soul' - mine, others' via the best of mindful writing and toppest psychology....and deepest wise songs even Bobsongs   ... was wrong...


 ot ready until 1230 hrs about