way to describe my actually not very smart mind
sat at cliffside 9 hrs slept, i need NOTHING..state of mind
" hmmm.... now.. if i did have a reader.... whom follows my deliberately obscure odyssey .. i missed an important line of that, last- i do not use the term 'post' as that implies aforethought, i never ever aforethink.... almost nothing i jot is ever written even 5 minutes before...
this mornins missive... i listened to SU... later than usual... then 7am... opened fingering page [ laptop only ever lasts 30 min of battery until summer, so i cannot use any device cept these horrid fone things... ] and.... just get fingering yhe universe...i cannot even ' type' on a phone two fingers to your Serbian fake umiverse ... only one finger here...
and ... i couldnt even Be poetical one day in 100 a year ago....
But am 99 ...' now' not that i want to Be
it must Be a new illness yet to Be
in DSM 5.3
Anyway thoightbubble, " drat i forgot to mention..... she gave me her [ the convention
she is not in italics, only one gets italicised ... The Flozz rules of life require this....and i did tell her.. and know she read that.....]...
i walked away
( we did not know girlie walking on from girlie, until 30 years on, the so called writers decide to be 'activist' .. why? ...no one cared 30 years afore!...
" bird" # 2 in the axemurderer bush yesteraft " i really do belueve in the power of the song !".. hmmmm... wow...)
yestermorn
deliberately, not even bye bye did i say.. i just walked away
after our first morning jost...
getting as far as " ok i will have a think..."
well i know for sure
these butterfly brained " birds" one word there
cannot Be
real
But i have a heart so i probably wont return to once again find only people pleasing fake words that have butterflied right off from her brain that she never even had....
cos brains,
have memories.
I never meet one
except the one that only wishes to stab me
as in my dream, where i laughed
as she was
But even her memiry may as well mot exist
her finger stabbing becomes " spam" and " Groundhog day"
google ruined even her once fine mind
never mind
mine is better, sometimes
" ehhh... The Hog movie....is a love story... dont you know"
But in fact my mind is not so good usually ( unless rising to a challenge, i eithrr wish, or more often than not in my dull life, dont)
as per this morn
half an hour ago
ferk, i forgot to add in or make it clear
i walked off... an hour later notjing elsr to do in the rains...
( and also... THE ultimate no pioint any more! even she The Great White hope, people pleasing i now know for sure... the plastic can pile up on her fuckin born n bred seashore...' my kids ' she wailed... can pick it up in their plastic seaside pails.. the end)
meandered back
And before telling her of
" hey its the end...
i am happy
odyssey quest over and out
my only last eco friend... i dhant say who i dont bitch
. i thought...just may Be 'human' ... behind her eco fraud sales pitch...a large expensive, very very well redpected ... one. ."
she didn't write it as i meandered in
as she was already, list in hand... for my return, i didnt know was going to Be
" here.. i thought... to you from me"
Be fore!
i wrote mine for her
... how would anyone know that?!
i better write it
now
half an hour of being NOT very bright
what a wanker!
in a picture, two lists...
i could only have them both
if mine was not that first, joster lancin'
time ever, someone does
mean what they ...say!!..
and can remember ittoo
