No idea why.
But i sort of
enjoy, ish..
Being a bit Proustian or maybe better put, a bit French arthouse.
Saturmorn, over that side. Of the county
And whom is the only person i see I recognise?
The bloody shitcreekside Merm #1 !!
Again...
Walks past.
She gave me a look
My, my, a look.
All i know is near a yearago, i got a free fish 'n chips dinner out of her.
Without asking.
I never ask anyone for anything. Cos i know that is what a pukka partner is for... thats rhe deal of being human.
She has had a ' makeover' and a half...
( i am surprised, i thought pure mermism, her the most profound proponent
was above trying to appear a supermodel, at age 52... fair dinkum she must have a good aestheticistician- is that the latest word for the dolly bird shop?, she could get away now with 40...nothing to do with me, except this endless obsession with looks is so sad ... i thought we got through all that decades ago... especially if a bit mermite - the good tasteful version)
Anyway all i know
Sateraft in the artscentre, only for an hour of nothing, except plugging in.
For nothing.
All digital communication, isn't
An overheard conversation, the twentysomething bragging of " twenty shots of spirits" the night before. To her mum. Who has nothing to say
I do believe the official data is something like death by alcohol is up 30 or 40% in the last five years.
( and official obesity still keeps spreading )
My own Corbynite* alcohol habit of the last three decades ...i know is wonderful, but it seems one is almost completely an island... in an island that is the grape
I live in the wrong island.
* " weddings and funeralls, only, i may have a glass ... otherwise dont need the stuff" myself i even realised 7 or 8 years ago that if one simply has given the stuff up almost always, then that twice a year " sunny summer evening, rare treat...pint of beer early eve" ....or just once " get a bit pissed with ones only kid, just once, as rite of passage... " fails.... it tastes kindof yuck if you just dont bother any more, so i dont bother...
And never will again.
But everyone else is in a bother about if you don't...
All i know waking clear head always, always more or less 530 or occasionally 6 or 6.30... is just the best way to be.
Especially when you have nothing else, and Corby the last anti neoliberal hope, got shot in the head...
( hmm even if i dislike his style immensely Monbiot was good lastereve on how the ' neoliberals' of Fatchertimes... managed to retain neoliberalism, still, now... full on.... total neoliberal immersion.... but cleverly removed the label from our lexicon... that is kindof cleverthink, i guess..... literally is a whole dull life.... so maybe my last audio made yesteraft is antidote, a bit...)
