So, me...
Back to the audio yesteraft.
Never mind as a person, white but not privelaged from 1992... living an extremely humble life, and donating most of my time for several years, to a young family, not mine ( and not even first base with the mum i truly loved, as all of her circle knew, in fact assumed we were years at 4th base...)
Me as a person, i have never even stuck one finger up to another "human" never mind two....
If i write " other than...." folk, and sadly all females, think in this silly age " ohh welll deep down a violent nutjob"
I merely happen to believe in the power of sardonicism, or satire .... but only at the simply best ever true gentle upstuck finger of Reggie Perrin... which i know defines me, even if ( i would neber admit to anyone) Lorna Doone on the tv as a kid: two alone, getting it on ... even if we arent explicitly told which base, in nature, and prejudice all around them ... them, their purity and unquestionable goodness, against the world is the only real 'me'.....
which ...Reggie i mean ( all on youtube i believe) of course is the most artful form of living on despite them... which must include just the smallest sticking the finger up ..
their bumhole and scraping the innards with ones stuck up digit, just a tad, until they have a lession which they may just remember rest of life....
which is what truly great books, and the best of satirical culture, do....
But i have never gesticulated angst to ANYone...ever
And writing is merely a form of hoping to summon the satire muses in reverse.... jab folk on their way to DO something.... rather than be drowning in the whirpool