The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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Start at the beginning (first 'post' - click 'older posts' bottom right hand corner ). Themes are developed and then woven together - a series of regular essays. Some in handwriting; some audio/vid.
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Even if her taste wasn't quite as true-SOULful as ...Ove represented so magically....
Now, this is merely notes for the next decade:
If she the official paid 'shaman' can take the worst kind of personal offense directly sent into her transactional, inbox....
And phone-message me a smiley.... MY SMILEY THE ONLY ONE I RECOGNISE!!
stupid Oggle doesn't even have it the upside downy smiley one who knows it's all an absurdist joke
... well.....
lets just say even if it is NO interest of mine whatsoever... zero...
And i am so happy to see they also kindof realised that voodoo just gets in the way
Anyway knowing how ridiculously fragile all these (yesteraft walking with my audio - new level of sageliness, yes i was wrong!... there is summit worse than the lanyardists ..their bosses... who are above wearing one..... and most semi early-retired down...ear.... god it's even more of a hell than Belfasrrst in the 70s ... at least there you knew ONE at least still had a soul....and was god of it.... racist blacksupremacist that i am, i always forget poor old VAn...
and i always forget even if a bit of a regular wake up tune....
The get the fuck up, song....
they of course hate you for as it means they too may have to every day, at dawn ...and surf the inspiration that always is there no matter what...
perraps the first equal in the 'soul' stakes
and bugger me if you do get up at dawn you can still do it almost as good thirty years on why didnt i go and see them... the ones that got away
but better not clog the screen up with too much Americana... spesh as i am not sure i would dare ever again - i mean it was 100% normal and accepted in them 80s and nineties the LAW was even if you fall in love with one, you overstay your visa by even one second, youre likely to get shot infact just to get IN the third time in a year that one near 40 back, frig trying to convince some ranty bloke in sunglasses to protect his eyes against the burning fluorescent in his Hartsfield-Jackson dungeon, you werent going to transcendentally stay there and wasn't going to work or even pinch one of their rarest, fine babes, god talk about third degree...... with menaces, even as a most unassuming limey
(this is INTERESTING....so here i am sat in THE warm rain - a gang of military types turn up at their motor, two motors down, all military camouflage sleeping bags... pretending to be in the SAS out on manoeuvres on the most underwhelming hills in history.... and ten minutes into their fussy packing up their motor, suddenly i am actually overwhelmed, smashed in the nazal area... poisoned.... by the smell of the chemicals they spray all over themselves ...wafting across even here! )
Anyway back to the point i have so little battery to make.... so wont
REAL soul keeps you bopping around actually as if not much time had passed
yes so this transcendental thing.. the buzz the rapture the problem with it is its always or usually connected with some search for 'meaning'
meaning the chubbies who havent any, as they stay in their suburban flats up all night grifting the online 'space', have simply no idea that it is a neutral thing... if you learned to enjoy chopping your logs age 11 aside a great man, who could have been a woman, too as potentially they have just as much potential ....wow hang on
Anyway ehhh sadly though in the land everything has to be smiley showbiz... (and i would STILL like to know if there is anything real, in the heads that lasts Forever) most run away ... eventually so when you are left chopping your wood alone, ahhahhh if you were taught well as a young man such that you don't have to show off chopping it and can pass the time - being its second nature, with a splendid bit of marching music in your, then Walkman, but it MUST have soul and gypsyish soul at that...
even one could never condone such pants and talk about traumatising and THE reason why one ran away
with just the right soul on in the ears.... the grooves, the accurasee...
are even truer than back then....
and even a back support belt, I'm sure most of YAnkland may showoff with.....
Misses the point....
Its purest ever joy if you can do ANYthing ... unadorned, unsupported just pure cavewo/man
well, now...
Even now you can be transcendentally transported to the truly lovely rapturous feeling then...
As long as you don't believe in Now...
here
nihil, only..
which is what visitorism always did, good writers figured that centuries ago
lots of really very interesting photos go with this one about JUST how cruelly around 10 thousand American prisoners of war were treated here...i had no idea i think The big Orange should tarifise on that too..
Anyway back to... well
I didnt expect THAT
ps and last word via email as its always just walking on broken glass if one wishes to communicate ANYthing beyond bimbo pleasantries (not a sexist term 'twas infact first coined for male dandies in QE1's court) probably too forward... context, i actually don't go 'out' at night* so shall not encounter you in that manner....
Though i am a 100% rugged real outdoors Heathcliff - he would be jealous of my an actually authentic one, for a decade, longer really, all i 'live' for is to attempt to write engagingly, but i also believe in other media - film and audio especially - about .. the bullshit society is drowning in but in a positive way trying to describe what it is firstly and how one can live well, aside it...
good for me
though i do believe in 'grass roots' avant garde theatre and 'events' - well thats the thing when we went to see avant garde modern experimental theatre in the 80s 90s nobody called them 'event's ... they were too important - psychospiritually , to be given a silly little word like 'event'..
I do think the 'social' 'eventing' is almost the enemy of coming up with actually useful things to say about society (funnily enough even if 100% 'alternative' culture in young man years, i 100% believe in formally splicing babes n blokes together in ceremony so all power to your elbow)
In fact almost randomly (meaning maybe the faeries are in charge but me i know its impossible to know if thats so)
the last week for the first time in 20 years i have been back in touch with the woman most important in my 20s a yank - beautiful utterly princessly (though from true HICKSVILLE) and we were best mates for years and we would send back and forth across the Atlantic 'our book'
" is it time?....do you need it...[ getting stuck with life].... ok its your turn i shall put it in the post tomorrow..."
talk about ultra romantic!!!
even if i nowadays really wonder about the word 'soulmates' (thats a longer essay) that book indeed did guide my whole life - still does, stupidly...
why i believe in as full-as-poss couplings..marriage or handfisting [deliberate typo play on words] and bloody MEAN IT!
i.e. Bach and Mary Moviestar Parish after fully merging, ONLY then, were then able to fight the big nasty environment destroying beast about to destroy the wilderness they moved to live by..
i.e. 1+1 = 3..
(and i hate ALL Greens even if i was a leader of some as they simply refuse to point this out - " GET IT ON [as Marvin sang] as you will be more effective IN A COUPLE.."
that to me is THE main reason all your rivers and beaches are polluted cesspools - they are by the way... i photograph them which is WHY i must stay incognito god the bourgeoisie of Dartmoor Nat Park HATE anyone saying their underwhelming hills are a cess pool of cess......why, cos it would affect the truly absurd house prices
*anyway yes me i'm all the way babe but i dont go out at night as i am never miserable even when i cant get a valentine date, even, and every day always awake 0530 and attempt to rev up and get groovy with words....
for very serious reasons, as above, but .... yes i think formal coupling is so important so i celebrate you the celebrant
though think its also overdue for some comedic action....
serious - i have meandered the SWnear 3 years as a writerly philosopher and one of my gigs is enquiring of higher up Christian bigots their thoughts on marriage and i find it extraordinary ALL they can ever speak of is homosexual marriage (f lasts 6 yrs average m lasts 7 ...whereas hetro almost double) which i find extraordinary as the whole tax system inheritance legal is still posited on formal coupling and homo is only 3% .... and yet nobody EVER seems to have anything good and philosophical about hetro formal couplings...
i was full on punk age 17 no prude... anyway yes although you havent met me i have been actually your sales agent for the last 3 years here - and 7 years meandering sage and George Borrow style writerly gypsy soul, 10 in total... so you owe me a coffee
