passing on!!!

 the info

also....

thats what has gone...in my nightime thoughts...ladtnight

30 years ago peeps...ordinary ones

gave you good info....

reliable always:

reasonable grub, reasonable cheaper camping...  the mechanic you can trust....

everywhere

the humble ordinary folk i liked...knew the facts.

No more

and not cos of your fascist one dimensional web of dreams and bullshit, simply....the education became so awful

cos the teachers lost their balls..

...to educate.

which starts always with learning to care...some truths matter.

get facts right, all  civilisation follows... sadly the last post Thatcher times,  largely figuring how not to be rip-off-Britained

Anyway... even if Amish ( best joke on me ever) internet skype date was the height of my glorious 2020 summer

and she walked with me many miles that summer

sadly only in my head

" Tammy...its extraordinary... its changed my life....and is the perfect Herrock hill walking song on the headphones....fabulous rhythm to landlope along to......and true poetical nuance!"

of course theyre all fake...fake profiles, fake intent... fake dreams.... they fake they have for neurotic attention deficits they think they need...they never actually come for a walk in the hills...just perform it all.....or ever read Bovary where they were sketched many a yearago

they are so old hat...it is laughable

they would have you arrested for sharing, of course...

she has been however......used

on Thursday....

" [12 year old] ...lass...you wanna beat the drums!?.....  well... here is a great lady showing you how to do it....  with such sassy poise and grace...."

even if you know the artist is total fake..... and god help the new career customers ...minddoctored....when even she cannot take a nuanced whatsap or two of late.... the tick doesnt any more go blue....

so predictable

and a work of art one day i shall

relate

still, value the art....and pass it on to the next gen.....

....when it rarely is, any good

... except the notion any such wkman cares about a " father took her hand and led her through.." anything.

Is the ultimate in.....

well the 'p' word is...rude

lets just call it a hook  herrr....5in a song... 

that cannot ever Be... 

In the ultimate walking backwards into.... 

...and my own 20 year odyssey only explored and battlef...

to find one stone to hide under

beware sadly the woman who did not have a healthy childhood with dad.... 

it ... well did...lead to false stories in the press

it always is a lifetime issue

i tjought one may have broken that mould.... 

probably wrong. a

 true fact if life,  thus far only ever proven fact,  women without a secure relationship with dad.. .  

the problem...

me proud to have tried to make that my lifes work....unplanned.

failed

but Bob tought us to laugh at that

theres no success like failure and failures no success at all

i STILL dont know what the fuck he meant

which is art that STILL makes one

think

abd thus be alive