Wednesday 29 November 2023

there you go.

 PROOF !mrs shaman


faith

belief!!

i have no arrogance as i am happy to appear a twat...

but i let go....

i stopped Be ..ing me 14 years ago... only fully nonme by 3 or 4 years ago


i jotted an our ago something but i lost the thread ( and was perturbed but i let go of it! ... trusting... maybe it will vome back....probably lost  but the goddesses know i had the thought and thats enough.. is no ego)


yes the thing i  shared with her and she really did LISTEN ...and engage and develop....

( i havent had a 

' conversation' ...since February.....oh they are glorious!!!)


it just came back into head like that as if a gift from them godlybirds  up above


"That pub...your new local ... read the Taleb.... the black swan he uses in his genius allegory  is  all you need to knowabout the soul mind body human bag of b.s...

"he so pefectly  describes how we can NEVER  know how we 'feel' after an event or change in circs ..even a small one... or big one,  like getting married to someone you KNOW  100% for dure you wish to murder... in factiut would be a sincere embodied true service to  the community of all humanity of you did.... cos he sees through it all....... even you... and you fear that..


"the black swan is just silly fear..."


and she so utterly enjoyed and then took forward  every word  ..shared...applying her thoughts ...

... but yes... 

chimed ( in fact in far more eloquent  wellness newspeak than i can)

fear.... all that there ever is and its a complete illusion..

....


what a second best ever conversation.... miracle!

#1 and #2 both communicants ... the same geographical place


neither british born...