..mark these words
( this post will not Be fully formed until liunchtime... but certainly will, Be.. just call it happy birthday)
2 hrs non stop 7am til... 9.... no thinking... just pen and paper and.... see
if it all takes shape
as it always has Been
for me
but wrong way round.
bottom to top
in my pad can Be found
But then the subtlety needs the nuance of
sound.
I shall ( never bfore) later today.
out loud say
dawn today so profound!
" troubles" a nice soft forgiving word
" trauma" not
even " depression", no
And there we go
after all of that
Mermaidism maybe stiched up
twat
The cause... i remembered
him
x2 ...
i understand... he.... a 'prototype' old vintage Jag man
I started to encounter mid 90s... many after.
I would go mermaid, too..
faced with his fraud and sharp metal edges
Hidden, for a screw...
"any of them would do"
he.. the one the book was written aboout,
" mr enlightened new age .. finest new Briton man .. "
even got on 4chan Front Row
into my chronicles
" all of them, just meat... to me.. my whole Gwerk perfect man, act ..an act" ... he actually.. truth told...me ...
2019...a fact!!
a film to go in too
and an audio..not too long
yrsteraft i reslised
ok over a year on
but her ' astrology' ..
only one i ever allowed to " DO" me
yes .. that .." i trust
only you, Bea.."
Always before, to me... i feared almost, denied, "i just dont know! too much.."
But things take time
mergolate
percolate
yesteraft it was the time...
to speak of what, may yes Be...
to Be cont
