Friday 8 March 2024

so, nearly finished

 ... first unfinished holey draft

of unplanned symphony

left to do

many a poignant pic ... forget their poo, only poetical... true

beauty.


one great talk to bleep


with Mister decade long, well known religious bigot  immigrant from religious [ " thats just the society i was born into..compulsory.. church =  how to get job and wife"] south Africa..... and money man

but he understands morality

and reality

and is wonderfully pretend caring about his adopted.... wife's weird  society

( thus proving no immigrant, him 25 years ever feels fully powerful in any first generation new society...back in his muvvatongue boorish home he would be in the govrrnment cabinet.. here just list irritating me a decade trying to undermine my wisdom i weekly share...he sometimes even admits always proves to Be...right, eventually)


" greg... have you never LISTENED to me... fo you continued denui g my REAL me identity to quote fuckin Dylan...... ive been explaining ... years... unlike all Greens i do reality... its absurd to speak of the bottom 1/3 or even 1/2,  even ... cost of living crisis ... without taking in that the COUPLE is the basic unit if society.

.....and ALL  western economics...in ANY country..... insurance, holiday accomodation... electricity... all is based on 40% less.

..ishh... if two are tangoing all the way.... to the bank...  need an overdraft? one set of arrangement fees covers the JOINT  chequebook...going in the red....  and in the winter free warmth from two in a bed...  

but most of the badics the government at last admit what any 3 year old 50 years ago could see ...... food,  housing bedding ....all sp much cheaper if shared between two......that no lefty can ever ever speak of this legal economic.. and societal reality....  is simply the end times... they went over the cliff,  long ago.... ten years ive preached that to you... who even moved me and th'adoptee  into.. shared rented accom....  christ alive can NO one ever ever listen or understand even such simplest oft repeated words as ... them!... even if all the poor Mermaids... cannot ever understand any, fact...i see day in and out the pain on their self realising self self self.... effacing,  faces...its not all the kids in uk self harming i fear for...its me, not one sane one left our age to have a sane simple chat with... about what is and always will...Be... oh you  listen now and ..agree... funny that... too late for you to be fuckin " human" and invite some   similarly solo 'human'......and me.... to tea.... which is what people did in the old sane days...in fucking ' human' rural...' community'..... "


is what London, really did...