Blind, or not...
If you ask me, a true "embodied", at last "art of relating", to BE ing Socrates, for real, and knowing fuck all...
Other than i am right about much, of this existence, wanderin her chemical sprayed and Gwerk shatcreek..
supposed 'reality'... but some, people
..i have so much to learm abput, and am itzy witzy bit,
Fromm, too... Eric old chap
And i prejudicially, assume... when i just dont know enough...
Anyway we must not forget him.
Photoing the " birds" before returning to the " birds" ...
Actually " bird" 1, of two in a day...
At least if mothing else i have a true believer, reader...
Woman and man, 1+1= 3...
or evem protection.
An we have gone real wonky on it all last 10 or 15 years...
( hint New Age revving up to turbo rip off levels of monsense about then... and then they found ' ecommerce'... bit othwr root causes, too...mainly being dumbed down..)
A shared enemy...Nazi Beaolocostin' Trust .... by chance, brought him and I...
together.
From the days before £350 a weekend 'femenine' retreats to do tom toms and dire flute.... and get all fuckin starry eyed, over nothing... cos i now in stella overdrive9
Even the prototype sounds wiser today....
The bluster stopped. Despite him Be ing VERY expensivy equipped- in all ways...motortoo
peace, descended.
Between two watching the " birds" of Cot....
Real peace, not mindful fakery, preached, merely to make the preacher seem calm and zen, and white picket fence new shiney fencepaint...when ( usually not always) her poor soul is so painfully woodrotten.... she can only repeat others words, from some crap Eckart tutorial...
is so so so rare and lovely
bastard, i am sure i photod them all in portrait, fix later...
But, ....
perfection, started with
Something else
Just yesterday seems like a year ago already, too much....
main utterly pukka wise, discriminatory prejudice #1 for years.... all of em should Be BBQd by sane wise Serbian Barbie baby munchers....
hot dogs were invented to get rid of these little useless needy yappers...
put them to real use...
But... thats all just fluff
As when she, not I has a revolutionary ' cause' to get the fuck on with....
As i have " art of related" at length, no one ever can listen ( except her penned above)... the PEOPLE PLEASING and time wasting means get your slave to do two vans at a time... it saves oodles of time
( i shall put it in a spreadsheet later)
1+1=3 minutes saved to do your fucking ' sustainable' revolution...nothing to do with me ... but i only lived to now, as time and motion
I had to Be
come
genius of....
Even her "committed" to day one... lost to her sillyphone and a silly scaredy cat ...
whatever...
i gave up.
But... what next
You wont be blieve....
but i save it, 15 minutes... on her, and her vanlife
my preciousssss....
Be cause i STOPPED
its only about her, now
Even if she thinks yesterday may be about her....
As did I
until something from...
The disembodied inteligent cunt
proving it must be female, it's trickery ( the female of almost all species,true animal folk know lives revenge - sly bitey domimation when least expected... edpecially ferrets, even the most rambo ferret settles down and never eats babies again,cooked or not, age about 12 months....
female ferrets however..you can have several years of sweetness and smiles, and then a finger can Be turned into a bloodbath....
something ...so impossible happened
I "DMd .."her ...
" poet rightahh or artist?" and within ten minutes i had
"changed"
or at least as my genius theosophy established 14 years ago...
you re free,
free of all past, hope, love even...
Free to aim annew
you let your arrow fly at a target ahead you know is the only one in the field
and "fuck her motherdms fuckin god"
You hit a target, bullseye... aside, that afront on your vertain range, you never even saw there...
As it wasnt
in our mere " human" sensing
Until the arrow couldnt turn back
I am still ....
" change" is one thing,
so strengthened,
at peace .... ultra peace ...by her.....
Nevertheless, toothless, temporarily...
with far more grace than the old faker Paulo brought up....
she's been a bit too much " martyr" by the look of her face....
I have never met a woman, who has read her god in Russian, Tolstoy, too
.. in all of her 5 languages...
who lnows English fucming words i dont know!
even if her jaw dropped i had read all of Yevgenia Ginsberg...she had only HEARD of
who i know
is strong enough and correctly loves herself for earned right purely authentic reasons
to say..
" yes...ok..."
When i smack her boney bot and make her watch that scene above....
" you... must live much much longer..your stories and understanding, and pure spirit of yelling truth warts and all..no vanity pride just truth.... the whole world needs [ i checked with the blusher ' you most literate by far " bird" ever known, do you know much at about people of nearby, former soviet lands?' 'nope'] " . now you need to stop.... rebuild... become so healthy, rest sleep sun walk... so you dont become Paulo's old crone .. And i am simply going to TELL you what to do.... make you... until it has worked... you are wise enough to know...life is no game and you have a true gift... that maybe does need sharing... but i gotta get you match fit, first......."
